After rainy days

Honey eyes like honeyed orbs gaze upon me Upon the mire that rain has made Unwittingly you Made me feel sour Your voice, smoky, heard when golden hour is born The sun reached us Yet you reached not Apparently You wore me as an amulet To save you every time I am but a myth, Whilst you a tangled mess A tempest in the mist

It's winter and you're not here as same as the last winter and I remember when I said autumn was different for me Because you were here but this wnter I’m detaching myself from toxicity like the Leafs detaching itself from the trees watching the sunset knowing it’s not the end of the world the sun didn't die it will be reborn again, but she has, to let the stars shine but tomorrow At sunrise, it will be a new beginning the sun will rise again and i’ll be okay but its raining outside and I kinda miss you I wondered why beautiful things had such a sad beauty the sunset the rain its lovely but kinda sad, because the clouds remind me of you and how much I cried and the sunset reminding me of how it ends, it's beautiful but sad and lovely at the same time just like us.

as she lies on the moon wondering if she ever passed in your mind even like a blink of an eye or even like a blow of a whiff they say love is a curse she believed that she is cursed oh what a curse it is to be anonymously existing In someone’s world Like emptiness He has no idea That she is a twinkling fairy and he is in a paracosm in her lifeless mind

Welcome to my podcast, I hope you're enjoying listening. The Haze I closed my eyes   walking with my bare feet on the grass  feeling the texture of it,  a blade of grass stuck in my hair and I felt like I'm drifting with the clouds   it gets darker when the night came   and haze fills in everywhere   the clouds cried rain and   I was walking alone in the woods   when I heard your steps I ran away   drops of rain touched my hands   as I ran I reached the end of the hill  and he came with his bare hands  I knew that guilt is following me everywhere   it is like a haze, I can't get rid of it   I can't see, I can't walk I'm just steady in my place. 

  a radiant sun above my head after a rainy day and a pristine blue sky the clouds are Whimsical, you whispered  I nodded, yes  you knew I'm a sky devotee I adore the sky and the sea I was listening to the shell  but you did forget to tell goodbye  it started to rain again , as I looked up for you  all goes in vain  Because you were just a ghost in hallucinations town